Oh man

I'm getting annoyed with life right now. My family is driving me up the wall. The one thing I get to do besides work and watch Christian is go to concerts. I live for concerts. I get my hopes up. They are the one thing I look forward to, and my parents don't like me going to them. What do they care? I am 19. I can do what I want. It's my money I spend. It's my time I waste. I'd rather be at a show than cleaning the house I don't mess up. Thanks to my love for concerts, my dad pretty much hates me. That's okay though. I'm fine with that.

For just one day

I'd like to have a break. If I'm not working, I'm watching Christian. I worked probably about 40 hours last week. I saw Brian on my birthday and didn't get to see him again until yesterday and I don't know if I'll see him until next Sunday. I don't like only being able to see him once a week. I wish things could change. We'll see. He's going to come visit me a lot in school. He said like twice a week. I can't wait. It'll be so cool. That's all for now. I'm going back to my TV show. Greek is amazing.

Currently

Currently listening to: Around The Clock - The Rocket Summer
Currently eating: Animal Crackers
Currently drinking: Vault
Currently conversing with: Brian
Currently wanting: Brian here
Currently dreading: work tomorrow

So I worked a good ten or so hours today. It was not fun. Breakfast wasn't too bad. It was a buffet and we just had to clear dishes. It went smoothly. Then we got a 2 and a half hour break, so I went to Starbucks and hung out then went home for an hour before Jamie was going to pick me up so I could "clean" but of course, that never happened. So then I went back to work and all the trouble began right there. It was pure chaos. I was behind the whole night. There were too many people. It was so hot, so crowded, so hectic. I wanted to turn in my bowtie, gloves and cumberbund and quit right there. Then I find out that I have to stay late on Saturday. When we work weddings, there are always two people who stay late while everyone gets to go home. Of course, you get paid for the extra hours, but it's so boring. It used to be, we'd just volunteer to stay, but now they are scheduling people. Jamie and I got picked for this week. It really stinks. Plus tomorrow we have a double shift...like 8 hours probably and I have to work Friday too. Needless to say, the hours will be flowing in and I will have a nice paycheck. That's good because I have three bills, three concerts, and college supplies that I have to pay for. Oh boy. I need to get working on college stuff. So tomorrow is the day my family comes home. I have to admit that I really enjoyed having all this time to myself. It would have been better if I could have spent more of it with Brian, but not all things go my way. Go figure. Tonight I have to clean since I didn't manage to do any yesterday or today. It has to get done before work tomorrow or my parents will yell at me, and I don't want that. I should probably get working on that. Brian is going to be calling me in like ten minutes anyways. I can't wait to hear his voice.

It's been slightly over three hours

since my last post, but I'm in a posting mood. I'm hoping this one is more useful than the last one. It's ten after midnight right now as I'm typing this. I should be in bed considering I have to work in about 6 and a half hours. I'm not tired though. Instead I'm doing one of the most dangerous things ever...thinking. Thinking about a lot of things. Usually when I think this hard, I end up in tears, but not today. I've got it good right now. I am going to be upset when my family comes home because I've been enjoying this time away from them so much. I needed it. I'm getting a lot of hours at work which is good because I have college I have to pay for. Ha...that's a joke. I have absolutely no idea how I will be paying for that, but I will figure something out. I usually do. I leave in one month and 7 days. I have my dorm assignment. I got a single. No roommate for me. Couldn't be happier. I have my classes. A full workload...18 credits. Monday, Wednesday, and Friday I have class from 8 till 12. Three classes. Tuesdays I have class from 11 till 12 and 2 till 3:20 and 4 till 5:50. Thursdays I have class from 2 till 3:20 and 4 till 5:50. I'm gonna be one busy girl. I can't wait though. Umm I can't think of anything else to say really. I should probably hit the sheets. work in 6 hours and 15 minutes. I'm gonna be pretty crabby.

The first of many

So as you can see, this is my new blog, but I'm definitely not new to the blogging world. I tend to blog a lot when I have free time, which lately isn't much, but I thought I'd get back into the blogging world. I wonder if anyone reads this. Anyways, life as of now isn't too bad. I'm home alone. Have been for the past three day and I couldn't enjoy it more. Unfortunately my family will be returning on Thursday. So much for my fun. I just celebrated my 19th birthday on Sunday. I worked on Monday and made $40 in tips. It was amazing. I think that's really all I have to say for the moment. Feel free to leave a comment. I'll hopefully find some more useful topics to blog about.